losing my voice, ripping up rule books + becoming new
This week absolutely kicked my ass.
In the midst of the bronchitis I was navigating - I lost my voice.
The *literal* ONE thing I cannot do my job as a coach/mentor/speaker without.
It was humbling and hard.
There was an ocean of frustration and a reluctant pause I was required to enter...so I could sit with the swirling truths.
The comings and the goings...
The misalignments that were ready for my full attention.
And here's what emerged:
I cannot continue to do things from a foundation that no longer exists.
My evolutionary work over the last year has lead to a cracking, a clearing, a complete inner elevation process that has been difficult to put to words.
In the silence of my speechlessness last week, the contradictions came into focus...
The silent comparisons,
The old competitive tracks I've stayed engaged with without fully recognizing it,
The habit pushing myself and my body to the limits,
and most importantly...
Living as if the ENERGETICS of my existence are not the deepest truth I have access to.
>>> It's been a week, y'all! <<<
So, I come here to claim these truths with you as my witness:
I won't live a moment more making myself wrong for being this kind of different. (<<< can you relate?)
The tipping point has been reached.
The threshold has been crossed.
The old model is much too small for the invitation on offer here.
Say it with me...
I am a mirror of all things possible.
I am a multi-faceted soul here to inhabit the immeasurable depths, boundless wealth and dimensions that is my existence.
I am a way-shower for those who have reached a level of exhaustion and exasperation that cannot be touched by sleep.
I am here to teach my community how to transcend the surface-level strategies that perpetuate the hierarchical patterns of diminishment and insufficiency we are ready to expand beyond.
I am here to engage my righteous ROAR while ripping up the rule books and burning away the lies that have held us in bondage for far too long.
Here is what I know...
ANY and all of the shoulds that rule your days and punctuate your existence are pointing to something much deeper.
They are an invitation to evolve the beliefs that live at the bedrock of your being.
They are the inroads to your wild creativity, your quantum shift, your boldest breakthrough yet.
They are the places where we make way for a new foundation of KNOWING.
Here's the truth...
We've been playing in the shallows when we were born to reach the depths.
We are meant to transcend the idea of lack and limitation that has plagued us for a lifetime.
Maybe it hasn't been working because it's not meant to work that way any longer.
This is the golden offer I am extending to you...
The chance to have a deeper conversation.
About the life you're here to design and live into.
About the ways you've been called to serve, about how you are meant to do this sacred work and why it is so urgent.
xo
Amber